Skills In Breaking Free

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I talk much about taking action in life and acknowledge that we all take action towards a conscious purpose. To illustrate this today I share the skills and knowledge document created at the Reclaiming Your Soul Retreat last month.

All of these skills were experienced, named, and described by the participants. It needs no introduction.

Skills In Breaking The Cycle Of Abuse

We are people who have chosen to participate to the Reclaiming Your Soul: Healing From Sexual Abuse and Sexual Assault Retreat in April 2013.
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We came with strong hopes to counter the devastating and often paralyzing effects that the sexual abuse has had on our lives. In re-storying our lives, especially shifting the previous discouraging views we had of ourselves as “self sabotaging”, “unworthy”, “unloved”, and “inherently bad”, we discovered many skills and knowledge that have often gone unidentified or ignored by us since they don’t fit these negative identity conclusions. We realize these skills have been always present. They have made our lives better and have contributed to the lives of those around us. Now that they are made more visible, we are proud and happy to have these skills. We also noticed we had many of them in common which made us feel more connected to each other and happy to be part of such a loving and caring group.

Here are our skills:

We have artistic skills.

Many of us make music and art. Some of us are artists in our gardens, and others write poetry. Art helps us feel “alive and part of the changing, expanding world.” Our philosophies and values come out through these artistic talents like for example: caring for the earth.

We philosophize.

We are ever-ready learners and have pursued higher education. One of us put himself through three colleges. We are interested in learning more about the world, people, and how things work. We are introspective, good at debating and seeing new perspectives. We’ve taught this to our children and they are pursuing higher education too. We wonder and are curious to understand why things happen. Understanding fairness and justice is an important part of this philosophizing. Pursuit of justice supports our quest to learn and to research.

We are observers of the world.

This is honed from the skill of noticing what and who we can trust. These skills help us pay attention and often be able to tell how people are feeling and then act accordingly. One of us can “sense emotions in the room.” Another one of us can “feel someone’s energy before they even talk”.  For example, we know how to leave someone alone if he might be aggressive, or soothe another who looks sad. It also helps us notice people who are marginalized and do something about it.

healing from sexual abuse retreatWe have good-listener skills.

We care deeply about others, and have great compassion for them. Also, we know how to put people at ease and make them feel comfortable. A few of us are in groups and/or volunteer with others who have been sexually abused. We use skills in giving eye contact; validating, reassuring, and helping people realize that they matter, and that “their feelings matter”.  This helps make them feel worthy and important to us. Just saying “I know and I know how you feel” helps people feel validated.

We love.

We respect and love our children, our clients, and our students. Also, we respect and love our partners, our families, our friends, and our coworkers. We love abundantly, especially people who are vulnerable. We have a great capacity to shelter, help, and care for others. Naturally, we are generous. We know how to take care of people; as we are good parents and loyal friends. We benefit from these connections because they also make us feel loved. Even though it is scary sometimes, we like to feel close to people.

We are caregivers.

When we were young, we often took care of our siblings, protecting them and distracting them from difficult or scary situations. One of us, who lived in shelters, helped take care of other kids. Another decided that if we are in danger anyway, we might as well be protecting or saving others to “make it count”. One of us lives this everyday as a fire fighter. Giving people security and safety is a high priority. Everyone deserves this, especially children.

We work hard.

We had to learn skills in survival very quickly, and this has helped us be successful. Also, we are competent, mature and responsible. We have a great sense of purpose to make the world a better place, we are self sufficient and place high value in job mastery. And, we pay attention to what needs to be done and many of us are stewards of the earth, trying to lessen our carbon footprint and take care of the land.

We teach.

Many of us are teachers, opening bright minds to what is possible to know. We enjoy seeing our students get excited about the knowledge we share. One of us knows how to make difficult concepts easier to understand and has honed this skill purposefully. Also, we make it relatable and relevant because we know it is easier to remember this way. We teach in a way that promotes interactions and we know if they can read life, they can respond to it more consciously and safely.

We have desire to feel better.

Advertently, we are always continuing to build our skills in helping ourselves navigate the effects we have. We go to counseling and group therapy, as well as, we read spiritual books and articles. We ask questions and try to meditate, and we lean on our loved ones and sometime ask for help if we need it. Also, we are learning how to see events from a new perspective. We want to know we deserve it and are learning how to love ourselves. Sometimes we connect to higher power or go to our spirit guides to ask for advice and direction. Some of us list what they are thankful for and many of us use journaling to process our thoughts and feelings.

We value children.

Being parents is important to us. We, each of us, stopped the legacy of abuse. For many of us, one in particular, motherhood is her favorite identity. We raised our children differently from how we were raised. Some of us have grandchildren and are very close to them.

We are good in a crisis.

Some of us keep our “wits about us” even within chaos. We learned this ability quite young, when we used it to get through bad and dangerous situations. We often had to step in when other adults were not available. Many of us keep calm and clear so that we can return the situation to safety, and call in the help when needed. We know how to anticipate trouble and react quickly to alleviate suffering in others. One of us was able to help an injured person, when other by-passers didn’t know what to do. Being good-in-a-crisis has some of us being the “go to” persons when some needs help.

Please let these amazing people know if reading this has touched you in any way in the comment section. Responding to this beautiful story about their skills and knowledge will go far to help them sustain this new way of thinking about themselves.


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33 Comments

Nikky

Deciding to take part of the first “reclaiming your soul” retreat was an easy step, but the closer I got to the date it was starting, the more I was getting anxious about it. As soon as I got there, all the anxiety just disappeared to be replaced by the most comforting feeling of being among people who understand how I feel, people who made me feel important and loved. I got there feeling alone, and left having new friends, a new family. I have learned a lot, got rid of all the pain and frustration, and most of all the shame that has accompanied me all my life.
It was the BEST experience ever, and I would love to be part of the next retreat. Thank you so much!
Love,
Nikky

Jodi Lobozzo Aman

This made my day, thank you Nikky and thank you for sharing your bravery with Mary…love you!

Mary

You are so brave Nikky.

Nikky44

Thank you Mary, you are just as brave and even more. If you couldn’t make it this year, it means that it wasn’t the right time. Days and weeks are passing so fast, and next April you will be there!

Mary

Reading about the retreat, at first made me sad. The more I read I got scared & panicky. I couldn’t go & I would do just about anything to meet Jodi, but I couldn’t leave my kids (long story). Anyway, as my hands are shaking trying to write this, I realized how brave you all where to go in the first place & I’m guessing that you all stayed & didn’t run. That is amazing to me. If I didn’t have to worry about my kids safety, I would have found a way to get there (can’t drive to some place I’ve never been without being paralyzed by extreme anxiety). Once I got there, my guess is that I would have gotten overwhelmed & ran all the way back home. You guys are all so brave & strong & I applaud all of you for doing something that must have been very hard & painful.

Nikky44

Determination! Determination is the key.“Once you make a decision, the universe conspires to make it happen.” ― Ralph Waldo Emerson. This quote used to frustrate me until I experienced it, and now I believe it. Tell yourself every day that you will make it next year and tell your fear and anxiety that it is too early to show up now about it!

Mary

I don’t know if I can wait that long.

Jodi Lobozzo Aman

Mary, you waited an infinity and survived an infinity. We will always be here and you will too.

Harleena [email protected] Writer

Hi Jodi and Nikky too,

I couldn’t stop myself from saying that this was an apt quote for the post….once you make a decision, the universe conspires to make it happen….and that IS so true – it surely does, we just need to believe in it.

Beautiful post as always 🙂

Jodi Lobozzo Aman

Thanks Harleena! <3

Mary

I forgot to mention you, Jodi. You put this together. You are a master healer & you helped all these people. You are a very special person. xoxo

Jodi Lobozzo Aman

Thank you, sweetheart. Your heart is so kind and full of love. xo

jackie

Jodi, just reading about this beautiful retreat, has brought me to tears. Although these are happy tears not sad tears. Happy because I observed just how wonderful it is for everyone to meet, share in thoughts,making new friends, and no longer feeling they (we) are alone in the world. I couldn’t make it to the retreat, as you know I had something very important to attend to. I call myself a Victor, no longer a victim, each day gets easier as I am able to share my experiences for the first time. I do hope to attend next years retreat. To everyone who attended, I commend you in many ways.Learning to love thyself is the starting point, and being able to share the love with those close to you opens an opportunity to new feelings,an abundance of happiness,love and respect. We allow ourselves to open our hearts and feel at Peace. It doesn’t happen over night but it is something we all strive for.

Jackie

Jodi Lobozzo Aman

Jackie,
I will have the biggest hug waiting for when you arrive!
xoJ

Sebastian Aiden Daniels

Keep up the positivity. Be grateful for the things you have. The shame of sexual abuse can be long lasting, but it can be overcome. You are doing great work. I send positive thoughts out to all of those who have suffered from this abuse. You are harnessing your talents and making the world a better place. Keep at it : D.
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Jodi Lobozzo Aman

Thanks Sebastian, you are too kind!

The Writing Goddess

Kudos to all who attended, to those like Jodi who facilitated, and for those who are still in the stages of recognizing that the abuse was NOT their fault.

Brave amazing, talented people all.
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Jodi Lobozzo Aman

They are so amazing, I am so glad you noticed!

Yvonne

Taking part in the retreat was so important ot me. I was so nervous driving there, I almost gave up several times. Being with other people who share this thread was such an amazing experience. To have that unspoken commonality was so empowering. The retreat helped to make me feel so free of all the pain and emotions of abuse. It was such a healing experience and I have not spent a day since that weekend without thinking about what I learned and how it has made me feel. Thanks Jodi

Jodi Lobozzo Aman

Yvonne, you are a blessing in all ways!

Daniel

This was my first healing retreat, though I have attended other healing conventions. I am very glad that I went, because it has relieved many serious problems that have grown faster than their solutions. I used to pray a lot, thinking some miracle would take me out of this sad state of mind. I used to meditate, but found ugly memories that ruined any relief. I was told to relax by the priest that abused me for over three years. I was able to relax at the retreat, because I felt safe. I still wear my necklace, whenever I need it, to remind me that I’m not as alone. I still have a long way to go, but this helped me see what was, or is, in my way. Jodi, you are a natural healer. Thanks again.

Jodi Lobozzo Aman

Daniel, you are beautiful and worthy!

Kelly Hashway

Great post, Jodi. Such a wonderful message.
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Jodi Lobozzo Aman

Thanks!

Kelley Hudson

This is the first I’ve heard of these retreats and although I haven’t fell victim what you guys have gone through, reading this post and reading your comments now made me tear up. It is beautiful the support you have shown for each other, and I hope you can keep it up and beat whatever demon haunts you. 🙂 Stay strong!

Jodi Lobozzo Aman

Thanks so much Kelley! Welcome to my blog! xoJ

Disha @ Miami Water Taxi

It’s really great valuable post to learn about Skills. This is really great post. 🙂

Jodi Lobozzo Aman

Thank you Disha! Welcome!

My Inner Chick

**Angel on Earth**
that’s all I’m sayin’
Xxxxx
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Jodi Lobozzo Aman

YOU are! x

brenda

Excellent post, Jodi. I think anyone can benefits from your words and your teachings. You always remind us to see the truth and our inner light.
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Jodi Lobozzo Aman

Thanks Brenda, I see you shining pretty brightly over there too!

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